To be purified I have to accept that there are things that are dirty and in need of cleaning. It’s spring time and there is a need to do some spring cleaning. For the last few days I’ve been in a gray place emotionally not sad but in the border of being depressed. Why? Because I have allowed myself to be too open for someone. The heart is a funny instrument it is not ruled my logic it is governed by emotions. I’ve found my self not being logically but emotional and that is not a good thing. So I take this time to write myself a check. “Get yourself together”!
How is it that you can have a prefect date that last two days and not get a call? What the fuck is that? I mean damn. I have to laugh to myself at times because thank God I am not an easy lay then I would really be feeling that dog do. I know that this will past and I will be even stronger for it I am a strong man and so I tell myself, “Man UP!”
I will forget this tomorrow I will awake a new man.
8 comments:
You would not get the full dating experience if you were logical all the time.
Being emotional isn't all a bad thing.
Emotions can sometimes work in your favor.
it is one of those things you cant control - btw - did you read the responses to your comment about transgenders on my blog? you got some people HEATED
I agree with but LadyNay and Luvinme, your emotions are not at all a bad thing. Those emotions and your sensitivities are exactly what the person that is right for you will fall in love with.
Now I must go to Clay's site to see what you have started up! LOL
Take care sweetie! It's gonna be alright. Take it one day at a time.
Uhm, where have you been? You are in trouble!
Love is a tricky thing but I think that is what makes it such a good thing. Love is unpredictable and i think we all need to be caught off guard sometime.
But hang in there...it always gets better.
Take some time out for yourself.
you're still my heart, babyboy. i guess our romp in paradise isn't without its detours.
though i wish your politics mapped onto mine a lil more neatly, i understand that we're not always going to see eye to eye. and that's cool. just keep an open mind and be receptive to dialogue.
that's all i ask.
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