Tuesday, April 04, 2006

LOOK

Look dizzily over the edge

Eyes cloud with tears

Skin as cold as an iced corpse wet with uncertainness and restlessness.

Curse the souls that tore my heart in pieces and scattered it to the winds.

Curse the sun for shining happily while my being still resides in night.

Curse the moon for being full while the only fullness I know is full of hurt and silent uneasy twisting pain.

The winds of indifference blows steadily at my back pushing me forward

Look over the edge and see peace

See rest

See forever

But I shall not jump and give the heart wounder satisfaction

NO!

I will only look then when my looking is done and self pity washed away

I will step from the edge of my self-destruction and be victorious.

LOOK!


2 comments:

Ladynay said...

Nice as always! But just looking at that pic triggered my fear of heights! Ugh!

antneya said...

That was really nice...I am going sky-diving this weekend for the first time and I will think about those words.