Rainny morning

Thunder and Lighten awaked me this morning. I admit I love those sounds and sight but awaking up in the bed by oneself sometimes can be so sad. I wish I had an arm this morning holding me tighter as the thunder sounded. I would pretend to be afraid a little too. I would put head under your arm pits and rap my arms around your chest.
The best thing about being so close to you is the smell of your skin. There is something about the way you smell that thrills me. I wish I could stay right here next to you. I wish the thunder would get louder and the lighten even brighter I would get so close to you that we would look like one indistinguishable mass not knowing where one end or the other begins. You would kiss the top of my head and for no reason tell me “I love you”. I would tremble again not out of fear but out of pure joy.
But I woke up alone… who are you, where are you, when will I lay next to you…….