Sunday, May 22, 2005

Different Worlds

Boy yesterday was a day! After being on an emotional rollercoaster earlier in the day I found myself sitting in the movies watching, “Star Wars III”. The movie was strange but what was stranger still was what happen in the movies. I sat next to this guy whom I’ve met a few times in the pass but this time it was different. He had always seemed somewhat what on the nerdy side to me so I never really paid him any attention until yesterday. We got a chance to sit and talk with each other and by the end of the conversation I found my interest in him had been simulated. I do not know if it was because I was already in a strange state of being or did I really like him. Somewhere during the movies were holding hands that felt so good. I admit I am sucker for that type of stuff; ah the power for touch. Anyway after the movie we went out to dinner him and two of my other friends who were there also. I made sure I sat next to him. One of the friends wanted to go home and the other had made plan with his special someone. I decided that I wanted to spend some more time with this guy so I arranged for use to more link up later in the night (not that like of linking). I took my other friend home and went to back to meet my unexpected interest.
I was suppose to meet him on 14 street he was running a little late because he went into Jersey City to chill with a friend while he waited on me to return. I waited in the somewhat chilly conditions for him I didn’t care how long he took. I felt that if he took until morning I would wait not moves just to see him again. He finally arrived we went out dancing ending up at the Roxy. You know what might look like a Nerd turned out to be freak. He was very free spirited loved to dance and smoke (yuck!) but so different. During the course of the night I found myself being so attracted to him at one point and at another moment being so turned off. It was a bipolar type of night me. I enjoyed being with him over all he is a free spirit. He has a lot of living to do before he dies and he does not have time to waste. I did tap into my crazy side a little but he showed me that I can be a tight ass from time to time. We left he went home I went home and now I am thinking do I want to see him again. We will find out in our next conversation. I called left a message we will
see

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