Saturday, December 09, 2006

Trust

If we see deception are we not also capable of deceiving ourselves? Yes we are. Trust is something so precious and complete trust is ever more valuable. I realized that the first step in healing is confession; because confession washes the soul. I admit that my heart was not always pure in my actions and I’ve done some things that are not honorable. I’ve lied, stolen, cheated and I’ve betrayed someone’s trust but “old things have passed away behold all things have become new.”

I cannot change the pass but I can determine my future. I can set a course that does not make the same mistakes or walk the same old path. I am flesh but I am also spirit and soul; I do not have be creature driven by carnal desires. I can be a creature of inner beauty also. I am not prefect I am just like you but I see my wrongs and dare to be better. So I seek not to live the life of my old self but rather a higher path; one of Honor, Truth and Trust.


2 comments:

life said...

I was in this mode today. Starting afresh

Unknown said...

I had this epiphany three years ago. I'd come clean and release all the demons that would serve to haunt me. Admit what I had done wrong, ask for forgiveness, move on. There would be no secrets, no embarassing past to resurface and a clean slate to build on. What I found is that many were shocked at my being so forthright. The best thing about the whole thing - I was free. I felt so light. Congrats on getting there.

Keep passin' the open windows...