Between

Have you ever been caught between?

Emotions lean head with heart in so much pain.

The games of intimacy and the height of ecstasy leaving you in a state of misery

Longing to be free

I’m in between and I allowed myself to be wrenched in many directions

Oh how my heart longs for the youthful days before I knew the hidden secrets of my body.

When I was innocent and the world’s colors where dull and flat and all the shades of blue were as one to my undiscerning eyes.

In between two kisses

In between two different taste of pleasure

In between lust and wanting

In between heaven and hell

I wish I was a seashell let the only taste I know be that of salt

Let the only touch I feel be that of the sea as she run her soothing ripples of endless purifying water over me.

I am in between passions where logic is long forgotten with pride.

In between the desires for an arm to hold me tight until I see the sun light at the window’s glass.

I wish I was a happy thought something everyone could enjoy and when I was elapsed let the remnants be of peace but I am between and I need an arm to pull me to one side or the other.