Life and its damn pot holes when you think the road is smooth there comes one of unexpected bumps to shake you back into reality. Okay the pass two weeks has been so ruff for me. I’ve been working very long hours. Getting up at 4:00am to hit the gym then taking myself to work. This was going on for about two week and even on the days I could sleep in my body was still so use to getting up early I found myself stirring at drawn. Well keeping it real my phone was disconnected, “DAMN YOU SPRINT DAMN YOU”. I was feeling so isolated could not talk to my mother or my friends and I found myself slipping into one of those moods. I can not blame anyone it was my fault. If I kept on top of my shit this would not happened so its no one fault but my own. All that came to mind was that song “God bless the child that has his own”. You know sometimes the only person you can depend on is you. So I went out I hustled and put in some serious hours just to catch up on the bills. I was proud of myself seeing that when back into a corner I would not just fold up and die, no I was prepared to fight my way you. Life oh Life why do you toy with me? I realized that we can do it we just have to believe in ourselves and not being the victim and make what needs to happen; well happen. So today just got my phone turned back on and mind is racing already what do I do next all I know is that whatever it is I will win because I am a winner.
7 comments:
hustle? ooh, be careful with that. but i do feel you....every damn time you turn around...if it aint one thing, its a mutha-f*ckin 'notha!! but i love the complexity, the unexpectedly, all the drama that this life brings, cuz when i get old, i will be wise and have great stories to tell!!
Stone -
Life throws you these little curves as tests. Tests are taken from the lessons of life. The lessons of life are taught to us everyday.
Make sense?
I didn't even know you found a gig! Congrats on that!
I am glad your phone was on yesterday so you could receive your "surprize" call.
Your a winner sweetheart! You know that, just never forget it!
the more i read and get to know this entity known as stone the more i am able to be proud that there are such enlighted humans roaming this earth.
i've said this about three times this week and i'll say it once more for you. lifes tests aren't really about us. they're about the people we'll be able to help get through they're stuff because we've already been through.
keep your head up and plow on.
Ahh - that's right - you are definitely a winner!
You are ALWAYS a winner in my book (smile).
Come check out my latest post. I gave you a shout out!
I'm glad you took charge and did what you had to do. Working those extra hours so you could get your cell cut back on.
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