Beauty

I am merely cells with a unique DNA code arranged in a particular way that makes me, well me. There is nothing exceptional about the make up just the luck of the draw. Sometimes the deck is arranged in a pleasing configuration the out come something pleasant to most; other times it might not be so nicely arranged but the creation is none the less prefect. What is beauty its only skin deep but I dare to rewrite this expression I would say, “What is attractive? Its skin deep but true beauty come from within and it’s eternal.”
Living in one of the fashion capitals of the whole I am very accustomed to seeing drop dead gorgeous people everyday but its also a place where the dead walk. The dead that has no beauty inside just superficial shells that walk around pretending to be alive.

Watching a talk show today I saw a girl that was born with a rare genetic disorder that disfigured her. I watched as her mother tell her story I could not help but cry alone with her. I thank God at the moment for the little blessings the blessings of being normal.

I do not think most of us that God for the things that would have gone wrong but didn’t.
When the girl of 15 came out I cried even more this time for her courage to face this cruel world. She told how her fellow classmate teased her then I cried again this time out of guilt. I know I have teased many people in my life and my heart broke because I felt what she must feel and I felt ashamed of my pass action although none directed at her.
Then beauty came to mind what is really. I got my revelation soon after that what’s on the outside is just a show but the inside is where reality takes place.
I’ve met so many beautiful outside people with ugly insides in this city its not funny and even found myself changing into something ugly at times. I know now that it’s the inner beauty that should be cherished above all else because when the outer is gone all you are left with is the true you and one would hope that that you is beautiful too