Friday, June 17, 2005

Examining Mirror

My blog spot will always a be a place of pure unadulterated truth.
It’s a hilarious thing when one starts pointing fingers sometimes you come across a mirror, you see the finger that you once pointed is directed at oneself.. Self examination is always a challenging thing to do whether it’s from a physical aspect or spiritual because the things so close sometimes are the things that are not clearly seen. So this is my introspection.
Two posts back I spoke on hypocrisy now its time for me to address my own. Firstly I admit that a perfect man I am not. I have my own level of hypocrisy that hunts me. So today I stand in the mirror naked and examine myself. In order to have closure to the things that blemish my character I will expose them to the light of truth and may they be burnt away with the intensity of its rays.

I tend to be a little pessimistic at times when dealing with others. I might say some hurtful things in jest which might in someway I meant. Maybe it is my own insecurities that pushing me positions that makes me project my own fears. I SHINE THE LIGHT ON THIS AND DECLEAR IT DEAD.

I move closer to the mirror and I examine my tongue. How sweet some of the words that come forth. Then I extend it even more by so doing I see some of the poison that is spit from the glands that are underneath it. Two facedness how it might praise in one second but reticule the next; how is might sing praise one moment but chant curses the next. Might be one of all the things that troubles me as person most and could be one of the most destructive. I SHINE THE LIGHT ON THIS AND DECLEAR IT DEAD.

Then it’s my selfishness I think about myself in many instances first. I plan so I always get the upper hand. What may be perceive selfless action are embedded in my selfishness because deep down I was looking out for number one. Yeah I admit my traitorous ways and with shame I sit in silence. I SHINE THE LIGHT ON THIS AND DECLEAR IT DEAD.

The truth is I am not perfect but I stand in front of this mirror naked and I will stay here until one day all the spots of my transgressions are washed away. So I dare expose myself and if you can not accept my nakedness then you can not accept the truth. Dare you stand in your own mirror naked examine yourself. I wish I could help you but I am too busy examinening me.

1 comment:

N4R said...

I never think it is bad to think of yourself first. My ultimate goal in life is to help the masses but I can't help anyone before I help myself.

Do YOU and then Do Them!!!