Saturday, May 28, 2005

GOLD!

I’m gold baby! Yeah pure gold I’ve come to the realization that I am a person of value. You know last night I was feeling somewhat down. I wanted to be around people but not just anyone good people. Well I all got was David. LOL He was over by a friend of his and invited me over so I went. It was just your typical sit around drink and talk. All I had was cranberry-mango juice. I had a nice talk with David was telling him what I was feeling and surprisingly he was going through some what of the same thing. When you think you are alone more than likely you are not. Well it was nice he is good for my ego. His friend thought was hot! LOL Well that made me feel good it’s nice getting a compliment when you are not feeling 100% there. He also gave me two house CD’s I will trying to listen to them cause that is really not my type of music.
Back to gold I think of this emotional swing has something to do with my transition in my life right now. Finishing school and all the other stressful things but I do handle it well. I am perfect God made me who I am I have to accept me. People allow people to make them feel less than what they actual are sometimes. When I know my value I will know my worth and I will not be moved by the pity people in the world. So today is new and I do feel a lot better than I did the day before AYE!!!!!!!!

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