Date 2

Who said at the end of the rainbow is a pot gold? Some people do not realize what is right in front of their faces. We all in someway believe that we have to do something special to get something special like love but I have come to understand that all you have to do open up your heart and make yourself truly available and love with find you.

Having said all that mush I met up again with my Saturday night early Sunday morning date. We had Thai Food one of my favorite types of food. Before the date I was so tired I was falling asleep on the floor in my living but when I heard his voice on the line I was given a boost a damn good boost. I took the train into Brooklyn some where I am never really excited to go but tonight was different. I knew I was meeting him. He is strangely funny, handsome and very polite. I do not know how to deal with him I want to reach out and hug him or kiss him but on the other hand I want to cradle him. He is somewhat broken hearted but I want to be a mason and put him back together .Back to the date; I will take it slow with him he deserves that much and I will allow him time to heal.
I held his hands while he drove it felt wonderful. He kissed the back of hand three times; how cute is that? His lips were so soft, its feels good being around him. He looks so innocent at times but under all that is a freak “I like, I like”. It ended with us going to a bar for a drink I had my usual cranberry with lemon he had some Gin with Pineapple juice.
He dropped me to the train station I came home. While on the train I thought of him. I can not wait see him again. I do not have to look for that rainbow I just have to be available.